I'm sick of people

Warning: The following post is very depressing and long.

You have been warned.

Today at school, I've just about had it with people.

A group of "popular" guys in my 6th period decided to make fun of me and about how quiet I was. They were all laughing and said that I don't ever laugh and I'm just serious and silent all the time. It got on my nerves because who are they to say that? They don't know crap about me. I don't laugh at their jokes because they suck and they're not funny.

My "friends" decided to join in and basically go along with what they said.

Everyone thinks I'm so quiet and so darn innocent and stupid. They think that just because I don't talk, I'm basically a mute child occupying a bunch of space.

I don't talk because I have nothing to say nor nothing in common. When I try to join in in the conversation, it's like I'm shot right down.

I don't cuss because I dislike it. I only do it at rare times when I'm really angry, kinda like now. This doesn't make me any less than them.

I'm tired of people walking all over me.

I'm tired of people forcing me to do things for them.

I'm tried of having no backbone.

I'm tired of caring what other people think because if I didn't, I wouldn't be writing this post.

I'm tired of everyone having me "all figured out." I don't even have myself all figured out so how the heck do they know me oh so well.

I'm tired of people and school and I am tired of people judging me based on how much I talk or the fact that I don't curse.

Today during my 5th period, we were assigned a project where we had to make a poster and basically persuade a certain group of people about why they should watch what they eat and eat healthier. The best poster gets a gift card.

I had this REALLLY AMAZZINNG idea and I was so eager to work on this project alone when this girl basically forced me to work with her. I was too scared to say, "No, I'm not working with you." I wish I did because now I'm almost positive I'm going to get a bad grade on the project because I'm the one doing all the work and my ideas are just stupid in other people's eyes. 

I'm so sorry for this long, pessimistic post but I really needed to let this out. I am just sick of the way people treat others. I feel like people are forgetting that the souls walking around them are just as human as them and I really wish they cared a bit more about how other people would feel rather than themselves.

Sigh.

Another day off, another non-productive day

I feel like all my blog post are extremely random but whatever, yo-low.

^^ forget I said that.

Another day off from school! Wee~~~ another day added onto my summer~~boo. I honestly hope we're not doing anything at the end of the year. That way I could just not go to school. I did that last year. All we did in class was watched gnomeo and Juliet while playing cards. Not sure if highschool works the same way but I have a pretty strong feeling it does.

I'm probably going to shovel snow later, which is actually kinda fun. I like the nice cool breeze and the sight of snow everywhere (I know, I'm weird).

With days like these, I'm just not sure what to do. I'll probably read a little and game for the rest of the day. I mean, why not? Days off are supposed to be fun :D! I mean screw going outside and playing on the snow with friends like a normal person and being social. At least there's a heater inside the house.

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Lately my family has been warning me about the way I eat. Apparently I eat waaaay too much sugar and junk food. I usually just shrug it off but I'm starting to realize that I really am o_o. Even at this very moment I'm tempted to finish that big bag of lays chips sitting on the kitchen table. Yesterday I had like 20 starburst (literally) and  some whipped cream. The day before I had...sigh you really don't want to know.

I guess I should make an effort to eat a little healthier. I will...once I finish those lays (I CANT HELP IT! LAYS ARE MY FAVORITE!!)

He was so pissed at me for doing this to him. He stared at me like that for so long. Kinda scared he was going to maul me.